So happy yet so sad.

*blow* *blow*
Whoa! finally found something to post, and time to post.
Hmm, sorry that my blog is full dust hehe.
Many things happened to me and friends recently.
There are bad and good ones. For me,
there are more bad ones then the good ones.
something really really bad happened to me,
was so sad bout it, and even up till now, it changes
my life totally, my personality and my character,
though I might not seems to be in school.
While on the same time I have to study hard for the 'O's
I was so tired by whatever that befalls on me, so tired.
I had so much troubles in mind, having difficulties to solved them,
no one was able to help me or share it with me.
Have so much things to do then before, so much worries.
haix... my life during my secondary school time was bad..
had 2lifetime regrets during this time, hoping that
there isn't the 3rd one. Well, what can I do?
This is part of my life, I had to suffer them, and carry on with life.
My happy moments was only during NCC times and
out to be with friends. Happy to become a member of NCC
and knowing those friends in YSS.
hmm.. it is really happy yet sad post.
hmm that's the end of the post.
will try to post more often. haha.

~THE END~